The end is always the beginning of a new life

Finally.....good lil kuantan.....still the same slow and relaxing paced place....i never reali appreciated kuantan for the past 7 years i've been ere and to think of it now....i guess its not such a bad place after all...sigh....i think i can do watever i like ere....such as getting free transportation and easy access to places....I finally learn to love "QTA3599" more and more....and even washed it often to keep it clean and clear.... =P

For the first week of my holidays i've jz been busy outing and goin down to kl....after dat....my frens from kl came to kuantan(you know who u are)....and well....its the first time i ever have frens coming from different state and staying around for a few days....was kinda stressed out at first when i knew they are coming...sorry guys...it ain't ur fault but i jz have dis kinda problem when i'm thinking where to bring u guys...well, to be honest kuantan is not a place where i can bring u guys out often to see dis and see dat...basically wat kuantan has to offer is jz the clear sandy beach.... =) In the end...i'm jz glad dat u guys enjoyed the trip ere....cuz i've basically told u wat is important and wat u need to know in kuantan....ahaa.... =D Thanx to this trip dat i got to be closer to frens whom i dun reali know and even closer to those who i've known....

These few days....i've jz been Dota'ing straight.....lol of course its not consecutive la....got rest...but its like spending 2 ringgit an hour for maybe 3 or 5 hours straight....sometimes it'll cost like 5 ringgit or such as today where i have spent 9.50 on jz dota'ing...lol...the fun was there and it was damn nice to be gaming wid the same old frens.....well....it is somehow costly as entertainment as can be but i mean like...how often do u get the chance to reali spend time together gaming....sigh....After so long....i guess some things change and some jz doesn't.... =) Among all frens....i'm still the noisy one....being the one who scold the most foul words and maybe asking stupid questions during gaming....which is damn annoying but haha...they shud like it.... =) cuz i guess they get infected too by asking me back those stupid questions...akekekkke....

Hrm....was having breakfast dis morning and i guess i kinda bumped into a female fren of mine...whom i knew during form 3....and to know dat from being a talking friend becoming a complete stranger fren today....how could dat have happened??but then i dun blame her...maybe she did find her ways of being wid other frens and maybe i'm jz not fitted to be one of her kind...lol...sometimes being a castaway is better....and i didn't even bear to give her any kind of wave or acknowledgement of her being there.....since we're strangers....we'll alwyz remain as strangers...until the end... =)

Frustratingly.....my lap top has been giving weird signs lately....sigh...speakers which i nvr even touched it or used it to blast any songs.....suddenly jz went haywire....wif lots of buzzing noise and now the complete left speaker jz busted yesterday....damn it....wat happened dude.....and lately my lap top has jz been able to on wid lights but didn't load windows.....god...i'm even more frustrated....the worst part is.....all of this happens when i get some new electronic devices...sigh...and all of it ain't cheap...first its my phone now its my lappie....i hope nothing more comes.....sigh.....i duwan anything to crash down.....and for matters to be worst....i will have to give my computer back to the shop for repairing....and its gonna take at least 3 weeks.....wat the.....i'm gonna be stuck WITHOUT computer for 3 weeks...one full month man....dats even worst when i say i do not have any internet connection.....sigh.....woe is me..... =(

Now i'm stuck ere in front of my lap top....trying to figure out wat is the problem...sigh...hopefully its nothing much....i'm gonna lose all my information again...darn it....

Well enuf of the "woe" stuff.....i think i'm getting flabbier day by day....i'm not doing any exercise which i promise myself to do this year after skul reopen...haha....laziness gets u everywhere....Hrm.....i duno wat to type next....i guess that might be the last of it for the time being...until we meet again dear blog.....

see you in abit.... =p

Whoa.....finally i'm back to my precious home in kuantan.....i was so damn excited last night....and when i woke up this morning i almost thought i was late for the bus....damn stupid dreams...haha...anyway took the bus and i was jz so excited and so fired up dat i cant sleep in the bus....although i'm so god damn tired....guess i'm jz away from my home for too long.....now i finally came back....wow....everything jz seems so right to me....back to where i sleep for 5 years....my indescribably incredible bed....haha....

End of the 2nd semester means the beginning of the 2nd year which i'm looking forward to althought i'm not so anxious for skul to reopen dat early....i jz wish i got enuf rest before the next semester starts again.....hrm,i jz dunno how to settle things and i reali hated it to be like dis...sigh much as i hate it...i can do absoultely nothing bout it also...all i have to do is let nature handles things....if things have a way of starting out....it definately has a way of ending it.....cause and effect works both ways....hrm.....but the feeling jz sux to the max when ur there and u shud do something but in real life u jz cant do anything about it.....Fcuking Frustrated is wat u get in the end..... =)

Forget bout dat.....jz got internet connection....so i decided to blog.....damn frustrated wid my computer also...kinda acting weird lately.....i hate it when dat thing happen to me....especially my electronic toys......used to happen to my handphone and finally got it formatted...now i jz pray hope nothing happens to my baby "compaq"....touchwood.....jz wan everything to go well....kinda tired but cant sleep....still cant imagine how relaxed i am back at home... =)

Well...guess dats all for now....might be updating my blog a lil later after i think of wat to write....writers block...happens to every "great" writers...haha....when i mention "great" i dun mean me.....i jz mean those other great writers of all times... =) see you in abit...