Sunday, July 22, 2007
Chapter 1.16.07 Neglect,Misery,Despair,Excitement...(my apocalypse)
Damn....finally i've got the chance to reali write this blog....sigh....alot of things has happened lately..come good or bad....i jz wanna get over it as usual....damn it....been having problems but dunno how to say it out....its fucking killing me inside....a real pain in the ass....sometimes i wish i could jz pull the trigger on the gun and blow my mind off...
Well...for dis month...i've been ripped off frm internet and i'm damn frustrated as i cant write blog and i cant do absolutely anything without internet at home...it was like freaking hell at home last few weeks....i needed to write dis blog so badly dat i even tried it in uni but i cant....as too many on lookers are around and i pai seh to write it... =) cant reali express myself when ppl is looking at me....i prefer to be alone when i write my things.....
Birthday was fun as i wasnt reali expecting anything as big as the whole course singing birthday songs for me....(thanx u guys and gals but for those who dun wanna sing but terpaksa...i'm reali sorry...) but most of all i need to thank tina for the suggestion of birthday song and the presents....u are indeed my best pal....soulful fren as mentioned in that book rite?? =) and best buddy 2.0 = (fun fun)...thanx for the presents... =) not forgetting my frens who wished me happy birthday....i cant write it ere cuz i'll need to take up the whole day writing all u guy's and gals's name...haha....after dat celebrated wid my siblings....sigh too bad cant celebrate wid the whole family but i was reali surprised as i wasn't expecting a birthday cake frm my siblings.....so touched =') (tears of joy) thanx alot jie and choy....dis is actuali the birthday i wont forget....may it be carved down in my heart... =)
Hrm....next will be wat i think i'm doing now.....it was not until a few days back dat a fren of mine called to talk to me....i think i've been neglecting my frens...back in kuantan and also frens in the same course.....i guess being too sticked on to a person can reali make dat to u.....i was reali sure i wont be doing dat and now i'm doing dat myself...shiet......wat has happened to me....damn i'm feeling vy headache...someone plz jz grab a gun and shoot me....
Thinking and thinking and thinking......day after day...time after time...(shit copied it frm westlife's song)....now i'm blogging in a reali no direction way...i'm too screwed up if i nvr blog....at least felt much much more better after letting it all out ere.....
my life...my misery....(tm)
see u in abit =)
Well...for dis month...i've been ripped off frm internet and i'm damn frustrated as i cant write blog and i cant do absolutely anything without internet at home...it was like freaking hell at home last few weeks....i needed to write dis blog so badly dat i even tried it in uni but i cant....as too many on lookers are around and i pai seh to write it... =) cant reali express myself when ppl is looking at me....i prefer to be alone when i write my things.....
Birthday was fun as i wasnt reali expecting anything as big as the whole course singing birthday songs for me....(thanx u guys and gals but for those who dun wanna sing but terpaksa...i'm reali sorry...) but most of all i need to thank tina for the suggestion of birthday song and the presents....u are indeed my best pal....soulful fren as mentioned in that book rite?? =) and best buddy 2.0 = (fun fun)...thanx for the presents... =) not forgetting my frens who wished me happy birthday....i cant write it ere cuz i'll need to take up the whole day writing all u guy's and gals's name...haha....after dat celebrated wid my siblings....sigh too bad cant celebrate wid the whole family but i was reali surprised as i wasn't expecting a birthday cake frm my siblings.....so touched =') (tears of joy) thanx alot jie and choy....dis is actuali the birthday i wont forget....may it be carved down in my heart... =)
Hrm....next will be wat i think i'm doing now.....it was not until a few days back dat a fren of mine called to talk to me....i think i've been neglecting my frens...back in kuantan and also frens in the same course.....i guess being too sticked on to a person can reali make dat to u.....i was reali sure i wont be doing dat and now i'm doing dat myself...shiet......wat has happened to me....damn i'm feeling vy headache...someone plz jz grab a gun and shoot me....
Thinking and thinking and thinking......day after day...time after time...(shit copied it frm westlife's song)....now i'm blogging in a reali no direction way...i'm too screwed up if i nvr blog....at least felt much much more better after letting it all out ere.....
my life...my misery....(tm)
see u in abit =)
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